紅葉泛起一片秋思

 

坐在電腦前忽爾聽到吐露港的浪潮聲

在公園裡心已飛到九天玄外的涅槃

眼中盛載淚水的海洋

耳畔長響中三非洲鼓步向滅亡的禮讚

 

 

他一根煙

點燃了哀愁,點燃了過客的燈

尼古丁的煙霧是男孩不可磨滅的過去

他攀著山徑

回頭一看

只想把紅萬的枯燥藏進心底

 

自嘲是一種落套

怪人卻是找尋他的姬絲汀

奈奈要找世界上的另一半娜娜

動物A動物B雙雙對對

張愛玲也要一個糟蹋她的胡蘭成

 

過客將一件一件包裹卸下,剛好輪到這件

也許過客也是被你拋棄的一件

在心靈的沙漠流浪

 

[反語mode]

我覺得聽日一定做得哂RA

我覺得自己ACCT220 mid term高分到喊

我覺得呢個決定好惋惜

我覺得離開好大損失

我覺得自己好健康

我覺得自己唔會燥底

我覺得比人ignore好好受

呵呵呵

 

我係唔成熟呀,點丫?

 

                    

HUMA041 tutorial discussion

HELP HELP HELP

 

 

a) Why couldn’t aristocracy survive long in pre-modern China? Any reasons other than what the lecture mentioned in class? Is there any implication of this situation in Chinese politics and society?

b) Evaluate the political strategies (pensioned off the generals, replaced the military governors with civil officials, concentrated the best troops in their palace army, built up the bureaucracy from examination graduates, and centralized the revenues) the Song founders used to maintain or enforce their centralized imperial autocracy.

c) It is said that Song China could have taken over the maritime world and reversed history by invading and colonizing Europe from Asia. What do you think?

I am a bit stressed………. but certainly all things will make up at last

 

I am the giant that never collapse

I wrote “the only failure is to give up” in my calculator

………….All those reminders surround me

I cannot escape and do my best

 

typing something here is a way to relieve my cho dai, haha

next two weeks schedule, not including some uncertain tuition……

not including extra RA

not including the project meeting of ACCT220 ECON112 LANG111

1/11 ……..tuition,hold fellowship~ RA!!!!!!!

2/11 tuition X2

3/11 tuition X2

4/11 PTH quiz, programme notes, MC script, choir rehearsal

6/11 part rehearsal

7/11 tuition

8/11 meeting

9/11 tuition X3

10/11 tuition X2

11/11 SOSC186 second mid term, part rehearsal, graduation ceremony @polyU

13/11 part rehearsal

14/11 tuition

15/11 meeting, hold fellowship……(scared, I really need resource)…….

 

I need your help for my project

ECON112

The growth of China is at the expense of  South East Asia (For)

How to use this to present 25 mins????

Please give me some ideas…..my head exploded………

CHO DAI CHO DAI CHO DAI

 

cho dai mode is perpetuating now…..

 

I get lost in the loop of negative feeling…….continuous looping and falling inside inside inside

so troublesome

At a point, I want to leave……

leave from the current obligation

from now on forever

Please….do me a favor

 

I hate that guy badmouthing. I really hate that

Attitude towards a meeting is a respect, is a seriousness

At least, I get an A in CE music, not many people did

but now,

 

I would rather treasure my only pure feeling in music

Staying there ruins my passion.

BTW, I am used to foul language as a training in the Jockey Club.

I just regard them as irrational old man speaking nonsense

Who cares?

 

Please……..bad mouthing doesn’t work. If you really devote to it, show me

Otherwise, as I said, you may leave at your pleasure.

Without your willingness, all you do is fake, it is not doing the good for your people

That’s what I believe.

 

“That’s what I am longing for, that’s what I am dying for

Art is calling for me”

(‘Art is calling for me’ from ‘the entresses’)

Hope all of you really enjoy music.

 

 

Staying at Barn C now….a bit tired due to 2 Econ lessons

ECON112……above mean…..a bit of comfort but I will send complaint letter anyway

still busying for RA, Programme notes, fellowship matters, 2 projects

but anyway, all things will make up at last

I am sure all things will come true at his will

 

Putting my resources towards my beloved ones

Thanks for those hurting me to build up me

Thanks for those fake people to make the truth clear

 

Thanks Phila and Icy for helping me to do MC job.

I must give you a hug =]

 

有時覺得忙碌生活幾適合我

每日返學都係見到呀文同dordor

今日食飯仲見返十年無見ge Chris

雖然mid term補習一直咁黎

但係有一種充實無悔ge感覺

 

而且,工作、讀書、研究…….. 真係令我忘記悔恨

要習慣做李石清……..

 

將自己的resources擺去d更有價值ge地方

我明白了

很多很多

美好的、珍貴的、一觸即碎的

 

手指上留有鐸蝕的痕跡

白髮記下廿載的愁緒

耳背是不羈、熱情散失的過去

踏過荒蕪踏過芳菲

心間的小路中踱步又踱步

 

前進,恐怕一失足粉身碎骨

原地踏步,又帶不甘心的怨恨

後退,良知卻折磨著不道德而甜蜜的淪落

 

 

所有的結束也是開始

 

盼望自己長出一對蟬翼

輕輕的降落在湖面泛起淡淡的漣漪

又希望自己的聲音能像大提琴

奏出由心而發出的歌聲

 

 

好,感性完啦,post10年前ge以色列相同金牌選手相啦

有武武同我影相架

SSL21968

SSL22094

SSL22062

SSL22384

SSL22412

SSL22747

SSL22746

 SSL22750

SSL22751

SSL22752

 

I want to scream !!!! ARARARARARARARARARAR

 

how come that professor picked me to be the research assistant???

today I had my first meeting with him

He said that I have to do 10 hours each weeks for different projects for him lor……….

and he wants to transfer me 1000+ S&P500 Company annual report for me to extract data lor

my USB certainly just 1 GB and his data is 1 GB lor

so troublesome that I have to buy another USB or external hard disk

 

how come ar???? just want to get little relaxation after the examination

don’t want to be that panic again

 

today I saw doctor for my throat

He said that my eating habit make it worse lor

very painful while singing, shouting, even swallowing

took some medicine, hope it work

 

had lunch with liberation army today at UST

they are so nice and just 4 years older than me!!!!

how come??? they are really lovely and they can speak Cantonese because of the soap opera wor

haha

free lunch, yeah

我痴左線

我嚴重低B

 

考完哂mid term啦!!!我甩難啦!!!

我要大叫發洩呀

呢兩個禮拜完全係煉獄

 

ACCT220 quiz 3…….. 又滿分唔到

HUMA041…….below mean………用英文讀中史

ACCT201……format唔同哂,完全唔識做,原來有好多陰人位,死亡

ACCT220………早走8個字

LANG111………. 模擬面試………普通話好到爆

ECON112……….A Level都唔記得哂,全世界都有past paper,係我無lor

FINA221……

我尋晚去左訓都唔溫lor

完全醒到爆3個鐘FINA急救

16分唔識做

Single index model

成份卷淺到幼稚園都識做,但係我唔識

 

溫書溫到自己迷失左

同科大拉把結緣

溫到痴左線

 

要做的事情表:

1.      Programme notes

2.      Tuition

3.      Part tutorial

4.      Research Assistant

5.      Keep CGA

 

我就黎痴線啦,點解無端端叫我做RA架?