at times, I want to be the everyman in the street

at least, they do live happily in their lives

 

my current CGA is 9.69…………

if I am lower than 9.5 this sem, my CGA shown in the transcript will become B+ not A-

do you know how my fear built up?

first, 10.62, then 10.12, then 9.69!

I just see myself in a big trouble

 

tomorrow is my last final, ACCT261

 

I know that this will help in rescuing my CGA……….

 

 

 

 

I don’t want to talk about grades so often but when it ties to your future, you cannot escape

In TST, I dare fail any test and exam, like having 30/100 in CLC test

but it ties to your future, every project every assignment counts into your transcript!

 

I used to be a silly student in TST

I used to hate those students in TST asking my grades

I used to pretend not interested in grades in TST and badmouth those who talked about grades

 

it is all the past

 

I can remember all the score and every friends’ score in these two years

 

I suffer enough

 

 

especially when you are facing these extremely brilliant guys and all the grades are distributed by the normal distribution with them

you will soon find out when you get the normal marks it won’t turn out to be a normal grade in this normal distribution

 

 

 

blah talking enough la

study for B LAW sin

my FINA222……………

 

how come

there are less than 2 hours left for the exam and I have not done any exercises yet……..

I am so cho dai now!!!!!

 

how come!!!!!!!

 

失傘


圖書館失傘

 

 

 

失散……
對所有事也處於飽和


麻木得我像喪失了愛的能力
很想在所有的群體中退隱
直至消失了自己


最好一切消失的時候連我存在過的証據也消滅

 

 

盡了責任我便會消失

 

失傘


圖書館失傘

 

 

 

失散……
對所有事也處於飽和


麻木得我像喪失了愛的能力
很想在所有的群體中退隱
直至消失了自己


最好一切消失的時候連我存在過的証據也消滅

 

 

盡了責任我便會消失


只是
我從頻譜的一端向著另一端出發

 

頌安
籃球場與足球場多的是
同時我看到的是一班頹青
我想像不到身高150的男孩大搖大擺抽煙


青年與煙
最好是在法國的露天茶座
談起裴多菲、及至意識流
煙圈就是生活


然而,眼前這一班沒有資格

 

在馬鐵上踫到不少嬰兒
他們瞪著眼
也許想到這些可愛的男孩長大後成了頹青,抑或成了一個感情騙子

我要擱置23歲結婚25歲生小孩的計劃

【頹到點列式MODE】


1. 曾經我很需要一個擁抱。擁抱,讓我感到接納與被愛
2. 留戀的是你身上的味道擁抱的姿態
3. 離開了你的擁抱,我再也找不到那種質量及安全感
4. 及至現在,我習慣了獨處,我卻看不起自己。沒有你那擁抱我像是倒下


5. 高度,並不是above mean一個sd的朋友,但已足夠成為自信的來源
6. 站在一田的人潮中,鶴立雞群
7. 突然記起「眾人皆醉我獨醒」的痛苦
8. 醉與醒,對與錯……

9. 有時會想躲在一個山洞裡,讓自己哀傷
10. 不同的面具扭曲性格有點麻木,習慣了笑臉迎人
11. 很想還有些少感覺的時候痛快地笑一場哭一場
12. 笑的,今夜我笑得很暢懷,很久已沒有這樣笑了。

 

13. 陪我哭的卻不是你

小小的宇宙

 


小宇宙爆發日!!!

20/5 ACCT202 final
之後同靚仔柏宇夾琴到四點
寫FINA321 cheat sheet到七點
做FINA321 individual case………訓得三個鐘都未做哂…….
連個戲肉都未寫到,仲係寫緊background!

21/5
同柏宇audit APA啦…0900-1100……..
自問彈得好差……..
估唔到仲用yamaha……..個touch好唔舒服…..
真係好好聽呀d人彈harp
出面d人聽到我彈得咁差一定會藐視我

1230食完飯之後就苦拼individual case
到到最尾恐怖到1530先寫valuation……..
得返半個鐘都唔夠
乜都唔check乜figure都唔睇income statement
d assumption老作,跟本完全唔知自己做緊乜
d WACC亂入,明明我要話個M&A係唔好嘛,點知個NPV係positive…..
都係我作得個WACC太細……….

1615即刻衝去搵呀汶借print bud
落到barn b print份report啦
點知print完7張無print bud………仲有4張呀!!!
好彩見到Janet……

1630考FINA321
我想講我一條數都無做過就衝左入去
除左星期六睇左一次notes同星期三用兩個鐘寫cheat sheet之外
真係0準備過…..連考之前都睇唔到notes就死入去考
同自殺無分別,哈哈
60分滿分,有20分唔識………
本身好想考好岑嶺呢科,點知變成咁…..
星期二問佢notes,佢同我講
I see you attend all my class, I am just confused why you don’t know these things taught in class extensively

只係我上完堂就唔溫notes啦

有一條考完出黎先知中左招….個discount rate 唔係一樣架!!!
merger完之後個cost of equity係兩間野weighted average……
哈哈

完全覺得過到尋日要開心到跳舞


 

唉……死啦……..
我對FINA321 ACCT202 d final同report都無哂希望啦

 

我應該無時間再執report啦
睇黎我又要outsource出去,嘿嘿


真係好對唔住豪仔……

 

尋日溫左一日書,終於溫到initial public offering,但係一條數都無做過lor


快d搵人殺左我啦

 

最終無報到CFA Level 1報左FRM………..5600蚊呀…………
11月15日考
但係我d derivatives唔記得哂lu!!
一定要考好d
一定要考好d

很亂很亂
我真的很想放棄
無論是acct202的4500字report還是fina321的individual case
尤其我不懂merger and acqusition
星期四要考final也要交report
完全放棄acct202去溫fina321
但是我真的完全不懂

fina222每一頁也是formula,比math106還要恐怖..ito’s lemma……都唔知係乜
acct202走左好多堂interview…….唉
acct221………本書一頁都無睇過,連功課都要抄人
acct261………有排背,背死自己
lang201………死硬……..


最差還是我要4日內鯨吞fina321 500張slides……….
究竟怎樣能用a4 cheat sheet summarize500張slides?