一個人在異鄉過著浪子的生活…

特別是病了的時候更荒涼….

 

 

我很懷念以往的小幸福,可以再回頭嗎?

還有很多workings但只有自己一個在房間,我很想放棄……

I must document this feeling now

 

I am so homesick

i was not that much homesick in Beijing or South Africa

but now i am really homesick

everyday it seems like working , sleeping in hotel and calling for meal delivery

that calls it a day

 

shit

my company notebooks block MSN, blocks facebook. China government blocks others

no freedom and i am facing the Shanghai manager alone everyday……

 

the worst is i need to extend here……

He is so freakingly slow and not cher…..

so many things undone

and he is so insisted on some small things that no one look into and investigate

 ai ya………

the weather difference is so great and it rains….

i have no water on hand and the heater has moles on it…….thus i went down to the convenience store to grab a water

but it’s raining and cold

and i dressed hea pyjamas like clothes with black shoes (that’s what i have)

so……..

 

my determination to leave is so great!!!!!!!

i need to find another job!!!!!!!!!!!!!

愈來愈覺得我再做audit個人一定會死得好快

 

點解KP可以咁XX,唔夠人又要迫人趕deadline.上個星期成個星期一半先有得走,係咪黐線架?

黎到廣州好左D,但我feel 到呢兩日hea係因為Client未比資料….過多日就會死…

個client仲要衰到所有資料要即日還無得hold…..

 

之前都知出一隻新job係會出事,呢家真係出哂事

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10 things for 2010:

1. Many sucks interview and finally get back to my dearest ABCD
2. Grad from that sucks university with a sucks first class honors
3. Interned in SFC and experienced that great hea-ness but cannot go back
4. Interned in NIG and met some wealthy and intelligent people
5. CFA level 1 that I am now still worrying whether pass or not
6. The same for my Module A in QP
7. Did that engagement in my interned client……very wok and left and 0130….
8. Got drunk in front of management and scolded them….
9. Training Training and Training
10. Still have many doubts about myself……………